i'm up right now even though i'm falling sick because i tried sleeping early just now but was awoken by my roommates' raucous laughter. here the walls are totally permeable to sound and i hate it. i tried laying in bed for forty minutes before giving sleep up. instead, i made a wallet out of transparent packing tape. the bubbles and the scratches ( Read more... )

have just spent the entire day with 2 bibles and a trial version of dreamweaver cs4, trying to decipher this crazy program and make from scratch a bloody company site. what have i got myself into, i ask. i must have taken ten thousand breaks in the course of trying to decipher computer language which isn't even that jargonised in the first place, ( Read more... )

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i'm drowning in my uni applications, and at this stage i don't really care where i'll end up. one of those potholes, i suppose. suddenly i don't remember a time where i wanted so badly to do art, or anything. it's gets difficult to remember if such moments ever existed? whoaa. i think i have lost a lot of good things along the way, but maybe i've ( Read more... )

i could ask you out, and move on with my life if you said no.

all there is to fear is rejection ( and probably snark ).

university applications
1. nyu
2. parsons (/ eugene lang)
3. sva risd (/ brown) do i really want to study in providence ( Read more... )

i wish i had a flickr pro account ):

also known as ( this can't fucking be the best that i can be )

( here is an existential sigh )